December 21 2008 It has been snowing off and on since the 14th, and I have been grounded since the afternoon of the 17th due to bad tires, and to much snow. And it is still snowing, I am getting cabin fever. I want out. I am starting to feel like Garfield hanging from the screen door and looking out. As a result of being grounded, I have had way to much time to visit my favorite websites, Taken in Hand, My Bottom Smarts, Journey to the Darkside, and Spanking Pixie. The more I check out these sites, the more I realize just how much I have missed out on,and how good it feels to know that I am not weird or have a sick mind. Last night I read Bonnie's topic of"" What I want for Christmas. " And of coarse it put my mind into over drive. I can't believe I actually had the nerve this morning to leave my comment along with the other comments. These websites make me realize just how much of a sheltered life style I have lived, and how much I have missed out on. To be completely honest, I have to say that a Taken in Hand life style is closer to what I need. I am a very physical person. I prefer / need physical work as a posed to say desk work. I use to enjoy a good wrestling match with my sweetie. So I know that I would never willing go across my ,partners knee for a good spanking, especially when it is really needed because I am in a pissed off mood and looking for a fight. My partner would have to be willing and able to Take me in Hand and take me over his knee or what ever by force, with me kicking and fighting all the way. This would sure to be alot better solution to problem,as apposed to the silence that was usually the norm whenever I got into a snit . I am sure that a good spanking would have righted the problem in no time atal. However, by the same token, if my partner was just in the mood, or felt the need to be giving me a spanking, he could very easily get me to go willingly over his knee, IF He were to stoke,rub and tease my butt. It would not take much for him to have me asking to be spanked. My darling DL use to tease me that way,but he would never spank me, I Finally gave up trying to get him to give me the spanking I craved. Well that's enough nattering for now, I want to post this and then check out "spanking pixie's" site alittle more.