My Oh My, Oh My,
So much has happened since I last posted, I almost don't know where to start.
But before I go any farther I must apologies for neglecting all of my friends who have guided me so tenderly , since I joined you family.
You took a confused lady under you wing and helped me find my way, you never ever judged me, always made me feel very comfortable and welcome.
From the bottom of my heart I thank each and every one of you.
I really must thank Hermione and Bonnie for their comments on my last post.
No Hemione at the time of my last posting my Sailorman Mr B and I had not yet been intimate. Each time I brought up the Spanking subject,in our conversation, my Sailorman(Mr B.) would change the subject.
Mr B and I spent 15 glorious days together the end of June and beginning of July.
3x during our time together, my Sailorman got alittle carried away while we were making love and gave me several firm spanks,much to my delight. It was not til the 3rd time it happened that he actually believed me and realized I did indeed enjoy the spanks. He just was not listening to what I was saying to him.
Our time together ended way to soon, I can home to Canada and back to work, and he back to the ships in Alaska.
Well things went from good to FANTASTIC. In August Mr B and I were married at sunrise on the beach, here in Canada, and headed home to the US to pick up the RV and go camping for 2 wks. As we on our way home, Mr B said he had a surprise for me once we got to our campsite.
Well I know what I was hoping for, but I could not read his expression this time,which is unusual.
Well, me being me, I had to start teasing him, Sailorman said quite or I would be sorry, and Lil Sam being a very stubborn Lil Sam, did not listen nor see the look, LOL
The long and short of it, once we got camp set up, Much to my pure delight,
I very quickly found myself over his knee, receiving a bare bottom spanking.
Our lovemaking afterwards was out of this world,
Well that was the first,and by no means the last. My sailor man sure does know how to take care of his Lil SAM, in all ways.
And now when I tell him how much I enjoy his spankings and the way he makes me feel, he actually hears me,
So needles to say, I am one happy newly wed. We still talk about everything.
Although there are times that I will send him an email that starts " Yes lover, It is one of those emails." then he knows that he has to think about what is there and either talk to me or email me. sometimes this is the easiest way for us to get a message across.
My Sailorman has been out on the tugs since end of Oct, hopefully home in time for Xmas, time will tell. It is hard not seeing him every day on the instant messenger, but at least we talk for a few mins on the phone daily.
Well best I go, but I just had to share this part of my new life with all of you, as you have already shared so much of my life with me thus far.
Thank you for being there for me, being my friend, for not judging me, but always guiding me.
Your friend always
Lil Sam
Monday, December 7, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Help Please
HELP, ME PLEASE
I need the help and guidance from my wise friends, I am desperate.LOL
My sailor man (Mr. B) is almost too good to be true.
If my messaging does not sound right to him he is on the phone.
He always seems to know when something is bothering me.
I can not believe how much we have in common, right down to our warped sense of humour.
He is the only one that has ever been able to make me blush, and take great pleasure in doing so.
He always seems to know when I am,
He’s such an adorable cheeky brat.
We chat every night for at least 2 hr mostly via Instant messenger.
He phones every other night, we chat every morning while I have my coffee before leaving for work.
Last week I had 3 morning that I had to be up at 5:30, (which is 4:30 his time)
The first morning, I was floored to see him online and buzzing me at 5 am his time, just so that we could chat and he could send me off to work with a hug and a kiss and a wish for a good day,
My sailor man was up with me every morning, and every night at 9:30 his time he was saying" it is bedtime my little cup cake, I’ll see you in the morning." And with a hug and kiss he would be gone.
I look forward to our evening chats and sharing my day with him, and sharing his day.
He tells me things about the boat that he is on, in a way that I can almost visualize them. He sends picture of the boat.
And most of the time what I have visualized is correct.
We are going away together for 4 days the end of June, to a seaside resort.
I can hardly wait to feel those muscular arms of his around me in hug that definitely will not be a friendship hug.
The problem is His Hands.
I can not keep my eyes of them or my mind and thoughts.
He has awesome hands; I love the feel of them as he rubs my back.
I keep visualizing them on my bottom and how well they would cover it.
My sailor man is not into spankings.
He once said jokingly that I needed to be put over his knee, and spanked.
My reply was,"Yup, sure do, bring it on baby."
He told he was kidding, and that no woman should be hit in any way.
I tried to tell him that spanking was not exactly hitting, (believe me I know the difference)
But my sailor man He just shut door on the topic.
How do I bring the spanking subject just one more time?
How do I explain to him what it is I need from him.
Outside of this subject, there is nothing absolutely anything that we can not and have not talked about.
I look forward to you guidance, my dear friends
Thank you for being there for me.
He’s such an adorable cheeky brat.
We chat every night for at least 2 hr mostly via Instant messenger.
He phones every other night, we chat every morning while I have my coffee before leaving for work.
Last week I had 3 morning that I had to be up at 5:30, (which is 4:30 his time)
The first morning, I was floored to see him online and buzzing me at 5 am his time, just so that we could chat and he could send me off to work with a hug and a kiss and a wish for a good day,
My sailor man was up with me every morning, and every night at 9:30 his time he was saying" it is bedtime my little cup cake, I’ll see you in the morning." And with a hug and kiss he would be gone.
I look forward to our evening chats and sharing my day with him, and sharing his day.
He tells me things about the boat that he is on, in a way that I can almost visualize them. He sends picture of the boat.
And most of the time what I have visualized is correct.
We are going away together for 4 days the end of June, to a seaside resort.
I can hardly wait to feel those muscular arms of his around me in hug that definitely will not be a friendship hug.
The problem is His Hands.
I can not keep my eyes of them or my mind and thoughts.
He has awesome hands; I love the feel of them as he rubs my back.
I keep visualizing them on my bottom and how well they would cover it.
My sailor man is not into spankings.
He once said jokingly that I needed to be put over his knee, and spanked.
My reply was,"Yup, sure do, bring it on baby."
He told he was kidding, and that no woman should be hit in any way.
I tried to tell him that spanking was not exactly hitting, (believe me I know the difference)
But my sailor man He just shut door on the topic.
How do I bring the spanking subject just one more time?
How do I explain to him what it is I need from him.
Outside of this subject, there is nothing absolutely anything that we can not and have not talked about.
I look forward to you guidance, my dear friends
Thank you for being there for me.
I need help and guidance from my wise friends, I am desperate.LOL
My sailor man (Mr. B) is almost too good to be true.
If my messaging does not sound right to him he is on the phone.
He always seems to know when something is bothering me.
I can not believe how much we have in common, right down to our warped sense of humour.
He is the only one that has been able to make me blush, And take great pleasure in doing so. He also always seems know when I am,
He’s such an adorable cheeky brat.
We chat every night for at least 2 hr mostly via Instant messenger.
He phones every other night, we chat every morning while I have my coffee before leaving for work.
Last week I had 3 morning that I had to be up at 5:30,
(which is 4:30 his time)
The first morning, I was floored to see him online and buzzing me at 5 am his time, just so that we could chat and he could send me off to work with a hug and a kiss and a wish for a good day,
My sailor man was up with me every morning, and every night at 9:30 his time he was saying" it is bedtime my little cup cake, I’ll see you in the morning." And with a hug and kiss he would be gone.
I look forward to our evening chats and sharing my day with him, and sharing his day.
He tells me things about the boat that he is on, in a way that I can almost visualize them. He'll send picture of the boat.
And most of the time what I have visualized is correct.
The first morning, I was floored to see him online and buzzing me at 5 am his time, just so that we could chat and he could send me off to work with a hug and a kiss and a wish for a good day,
My sailor man was up with me every morning, and every night at 9:30 his time he was saying" it is bedtime my little cup cake, I’ll see you in the morning." And with a hug and kiss he would be gone.
I look forward to our evening chats and sharing my day with him, and sharing his day.
He tells me things about the boat that he is on, in a way that I can almost visualize them. He'll send picture of the boat.
And most of the time what I have visualized is correct.
We are going away together for 4 days the end of June, to a seaside resort.
I can hardly wait to feel those muscular arms of his around me in hug that definitely will not be a friendship hug.
The problem is His Hands.
I can not keep my eyes off them or my mind and thoughts.
He has awesome hands;
I keep seeing them warming my bottom.
I am sure they would cover my bottom very nicely.
I love the feel of them as he rubs my back.
I can only imagine how great they would feel on my bottom.
My sailor man is not into spankings.
He once said jokingly that I needed to be put over his knee, and spanked.
My reply was,"Yup, sure do, bring it on baby."
He told he was kidding, and that no woman should be hit in any way.
I tried to tell him that spanking was not exactly hitting, (believe me I know the difference)
But my sailor man He just shut door on the topic.
How do I bring the spanking subject just one more time?
How do I explain to him what it is I need from him.
Outside of this subject, there is nothing absolutely anything that we can not and have not talked about.
I look forward to you guidance, my dear friends
Thank you all for always being there for me and for you guidance
My sailor man is not into spankings.
He once said jokingly that I needed to be put over his knee, and spanked.
My reply was,"Yup, sure do, bring it on baby."
He told he was kidding, and that no woman should be hit in any way.
I tried to tell him that spanking was not exactly hitting, (believe me I know the difference)
But my sailor man He just shut door on the topic.
How do I bring the spanking subject just one more time?
How do I explain to him what it is I need from him.
Outside of this subject, there is nothing absolutely anything that we can not and have not talked about.
I look forward to you guidance, my dear friends
Thank you all for always being there for me and for you guidance
Dreaming Of
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Reaching Out
REACHING OUT
TO LIFE AND FRIENDS
Due to family illness I spent much of March away from home at my sisters.
With my sisters husband’s passing on March 19th , it meant abit more time away, with no free access to a computer. As my darling sister is very nosey and very straight laced.
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I have to say that I have really missed all of you. I’ve missed being able
to read all your stories, I've missed the friendship that I feel each time I
visiting one of your sites .
It seems that for now at least, my blog is destined to be about
the changes in my life.
And how very fortunate I am to have such caring friends to share it with.
To say that life has been interesting of late is an understatement.
However I am enjoying the adventure, and I am very thankful that I have all of you to share the adventure with.
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With all that has been going on, I have managed to have some
time alone at the beach, a few times the weather has been stormy,
much to my delight. Not only because I love a stormy sea, but also
because it means I get to have the beach all to myself,with the exception of the sea gulls.
As of late, I have been investigating my Irish back ground,
and their involvement in Wicca.
Have gone to a few Wicca meetings and have found them very interesting.
Have met many new friends within that group people.
I have learnt that without really realising it, I have used some the teaching of Wicca in my dealing with my seniors.
Since February 26th. I have been emailing with a gentleman , "Mr B" from Washington.
He is a chief engineer on a freighter.
His emails are fantastic. When Mr B talks about the place that
he is at, one can almost see the things he is talking about.
When he tells me about the stormy weather and the extremely rough
sea, I can almost smell the salt water and feel the spray.
The pictures he sends me, match the images in my mind.
Mr B. has told me so much about his life and his family that
I almost feel as though I would know his family if I were
to suddenly meet them on the street.
Well after about 3 weeks of steady e-mails and IM’S, I finally agreed to exchange phone Numbers.
He has phoned every night since.
Well Mr B said that he was coming to visit in May, as he also has some good friends in the next town over from me.
Easter Sunday Mr B said he was coming to visit and take me out to lunch, Said he would be here on Monday.
Easter Monday I get a phone call from Mr B, he was in town and it was lunch time.
We had lunch together and then spent a great afternoon together,walking the beach, and kite flying. It is amazing how much alike we are, and how much we have in common.
We finishing the day of with a very long,relaxed and enjoyable supper,
after which Mr B drove me home.
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A hug and a kiss on the cheek, he was headed back to the States,
as he had to be aboard ship headed for Dutch harbour Alaska Wednesday
morning for the next 6 weeks.
Mr B phoned me Tuesday morning (april 14) just before I left work, just to wish me a good day and to tell me he would be back in 6 wks time.
I know that I will not hear from him until about Friday until the ship gets to where they are going.
This will be the first time since Mr B started phoning that we will not chat at night.
I did not realize until now just how much I looked forward to our nightly chats.
Is it Friday Yet?!
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Thank You
This will be a very short post this time, as I find myself at aloss for words.
What a delightful surprise it was to receive the friendship award from Hermoine.
And all I can think of to say is Thank You!
The Rules to accepting this award:
"Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this cleverly-written text in the body of their award.
I want to nominate my friends at
Secret life of Andrades Girl
A New Beginning
Spanking Good Time
The Naughty Side of K
My Bottom Smarts
Dante’s Paradiso
About Spanking
Jflame’s Journey
Heart and Soul
Hugs to all
Lil Sam
This will be a very short post this time, as I find myself at aloss for words.
What a delightful surprise it was to receive the friendship award from Hermoine.
And all I can think of to say is Thank You!
The Rules to accepting this award:
"Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this cleverly-written text in the body of their award.
I want to nominate my friends at
Secret life of Andrades Girl
A New Beginning
Spanking Good Time
The Naughty Side of K
My Bottom Smarts
Dante’s Paradiso
About Spanking
Jflame’s Journey
Heart and Soul
Hugs to all
Lil Sam
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
The Influence of True Friends
The Influence of True Friends
I have spent more time of late beside my beloved Ocean.
She seemed as restless as I have been.
But there is a difference between her restlessness and mine.
For her restlessness has a purpose as her powerful waves rushing in to shore and back out to sea.
Mine was born of just plain loneliness and being lost for awhile.
Then I finally admitted, that yes I have been away from the ocean far to long. I desperately needed to sit quiet and hear the answers as they are whispered by the gentle breeze that is caused by the waves. And listen to my heart, for the heart does know.
I thought of my last post, and of the war that raged on for a short while, til my decision was made.
I realised a sense of peace that filled my mind and soul once the decision was made.
I then was able to accept my worth and and realised that what I wanted for myself and for a future partner was not unrealistic.
The type of person I am was brought home to me tonight just before I got home from work.
"This morning I filled in for a co-work with a family whose husband suffers from brain injury and paralyses.
Now I was just filling in for 2 hrs.
The wife call my boss and asked that I be oriented so that I could take over the night position while she goes away in 2 wks time."
I truly feel humble and honoured.
So I spent alittle more time by the sea, and once again felt the familiar grounding of my feet, and the gentle calming of my soul.
When I got home I reread my last post, my last angry email from KT, a grateful one from his wife.
I read all the more than welcome comments from my wonderful friends.
Yes, one day I hope to have a loving relationship that fulfills not only my needs but also those of my partner.
A partner who will be the centre of my world and of whose world I will be the centre of.
When that happens I will surly be sharing it with all of you, for you have all share so much with me already,for which I am truly grateful.
I also re read this verse that was given to me over the weekend, by a wonderful client that is paralyzed from polio.
Just had to share it,
"The world in which you were born is just one model of reality.
THE OTHER CULTURES ARE NOT FAILED ATTEMPTS AT BEING YOU
they are unique manifestations of the Human Spirit."
So Yes, the Angel may have won, (and the poor wee devil may still be pouting alittle, but she’ll get over it) but the Angel did win, and it is because of the wonderful influence and gentle guidance of good friends.
God Bless all
Hugs
Lil Sam
I have spent more time of late beside my beloved Ocean.
She seemed as restless as I have been.
But there is a difference between her restlessness and mine.
For her restlessness has a purpose as her powerful waves rushing in to shore and back out to sea.
Mine was born of just plain loneliness and being lost for awhile.
Then I finally admitted, that yes I have been away from the ocean far to long. I desperately needed to sit quiet and hear the answers as they are whispered by the gentle breeze that is caused by the waves. And listen to my heart, for the heart does know.
I thought of my last post, and of the war that raged on for a short while, til my decision was made.
I realised a sense of peace that filled my mind and soul once the decision was made.
I then was able to accept my worth and and realised that what I wanted for myself and for a future partner was not unrealistic.
The type of person I am was brought home to me tonight just before I got home from work.
"This morning I filled in for a co-work with a family whose husband suffers from brain injury and paralyses.
Now I was just filling in for 2 hrs.
The wife call my boss and asked that I be oriented so that I could take over the night position while she goes away in 2 wks time."
I truly feel humble and honoured.
So I spent alittle more time by the sea, and once again felt the familiar grounding of my feet, and the gentle calming of my soul.
When I got home I reread my last post, my last angry email from KT, a grateful one from his wife.
I read all the more than welcome comments from my wonderful friends.
Yes, one day I hope to have a loving relationship that fulfills not only my needs but also those of my partner.
A partner who will be the centre of my world and of whose world I will be the centre of.
When that happens I will surly be sharing it with all of you, for you have all share so much with me already,for which I am truly grateful.
I also re read this verse that was given to me over the weekend, by a wonderful client that is paralyzed from polio.
Just had to share it,
"The world in which you were born is just one model of reality.
THE OTHER CULTURES ARE NOT FAILED ATTEMPTS AT BEING YOU
they are unique manifestations of the Human Spirit."
So Yes, the Angel may have won, (and the poor wee devil may still be pouting alittle, but she’ll get over it) but the Angel did win, and it is because of the wonderful influence and gentle guidance of good friends.
God Bless all
Hugs
Lil Sam
Saturday, February 21, 2009
The Angel Wins
If I knew how to do it,I would change my picture. I would change it so that the cheeky Lil devil was over the Angel's knee.
I have been emailing with a friend for quite some time.
KT's emails are so thrilling, and the spankings he wants to teach me everything I want to experience. However we did disagree on the Humiliation thing, as that is something I am not into. I have been Humiliated enough over the years.Didn't like it then and I know I would not like it now.
Anyway, we met a few times for coffee and the chemistry was definitely there. We have set up a few play date, but I always seemed to find a reason not to be able to attend.
I have met KT"s wife, she is ill and longer able to be a part of the things they once shared, and she is okay with me being apart of KT's life.
Well last weekend I was very restless,very unsettled. So off I go to the Beach.
As luck would have it No One was there, Just me, along stretch of isolated beach, the gulls, and glorious sea rushing into shore, and a slight wind.
As I sat there on the rock, feeling the ocean spray and becoming one with my surrounding, all the issues that have been going round and round in my head for so long all started to fall into place.
I could even hear the angels laughing at me and saying "See we told you, you have been gone to long."
I thought of KT and what he was offering. Oh how I would love to say yes, and experience so many new things.
But then the fight broke out on my shoulder between the Angel and my LIL Devil.
For awhile I really thought that LIL DEVIL would win,
But, NO, I started really listening to both sides. Both had good points.
But, when all is said and done, I have to be true to me. And stolen moments from time to time with some one who is not free is not for me.
A discrete relationship is not what I want, nor need, I have found that those types of relationships are a dime a dozen. And definitely not for me.
I thought of all the new friends I have made in the spanking community, of which I am still just a lurker.
I thought of all of you, and your blogs, and the wonderful life you share with your partners. And I realized that that is what I truly want.
I thought of my Dear departed hubby, oh how I miss him. We had a good life together. I am sure that had I found this wonderful group of people before he passed away, that we may have been able to bring part of it into our lives.
What I had with him I want again with someone, but I also want more from my partner and I want to be able to give him more.
I realized that when I got home I would have to email KT and try to explain that our play date would never happen and explain why.
So the Angel won and the Lil Devil lost out for now.
Oh how that wee Angel on my shoulder giggled as she did a jig and
kicked my poor we Devil in the butt.
I left the beach with a much lighter heart,and the spring was back in my step.
Yes the angels were right, I have been away from my precious ocean far to long.
For it has always been the strength of the ocean that has brought me back down to earth and helped me get my feet firmly planted once more.
I'm sure I could hear her giggling all the way home.
My wee Devil has been very quiet of late, but I know that she is plotting some sort of revenge.
I have to thank all of you my friends as well. You have all helped me grow so much this past 4 months. You have all helped me come out of my shell. Made me realize that I am not weird.That I do not have two heads.That my feelings are very normal for me.
Thank you for being such wonderful caring people
Hugs
Lil Sam
I have been emailing with a friend for quite some time.
KT's emails are so thrilling, and the spankings he wants to teach me everything I want to experience. However we did disagree on the Humiliation thing, as that is something I am not into. I have been Humiliated enough over the years.Didn't like it then and I know I would not like it now.
Anyway, we met a few times for coffee and the chemistry was definitely there. We have set up a few play date, but I always seemed to find a reason not to be able to attend.
I have met KT"s wife, she is ill and longer able to be a part of the things they once shared, and she is okay with me being apart of KT's life.
Well last weekend I was very restless,very unsettled. So off I go to the Beach.
As luck would have it No One was there, Just me, along stretch of isolated beach, the gulls, and glorious sea rushing into shore, and a slight wind.
As I sat there on the rock, feeling the ocean spray and becoming one with my surrounding, all the issues that have been going round and round in my head for so long all started to fall into place.
I could even hear the angels laughing at me and saying "See we told you, you have been gone to long."
I thought of KT and what he was offering. Oh how I would love to say yes, and experience so many new things.
But then the fight broke out on my shoulder between the Angel and my LIL Devil.
For awhile I really thought that LIL DEVIL would win,
But, NO, I started really listening to both sides. Both had good points.
But, when all is said and done, I have to be true to me. And stolen moments from time to time with some one who is not free is not for me.
A discrete relationship is not what I want, nor need, I have found that those types of relationships are a dime a dozen. And definitely not for me.
I thought of all the new friends I have made in the spanking community, of which I am still just a lurker.
I thought of all of you, and your blogs, and the wonderful life you share with your partners. And I realized that that is what I truly want.
I thought of my Dear departed hubby, oh how I miss him. We had a good life together. I am sure that had I found this wonderful group of people before he passed away, that we may have been able to bring part of it into our lives.
What I had with him I want again with someone, but I also want more from my partner and I want to be able to give him more.
I realized that when I got home I would have to email KT and try to explain that our play date would never happen and explain why.
So the Angel won and the Lil Devil lost out for now.
Oh how that wee Angel on my shoulder giggled as she did a jig and
kicked my poor we Devil in the butt.
I left the beach with a much lighter heart,and the spring was back in my step.
Yes the angels were right, I have been away from my precious ocean far to long.
For it has always been the strength of the ocean that has brought me back down to earth and helped me get my feet firmly planted once more.
I'm sure I could hear her giggling all the way home.
My wee Devil has been very quiet of late, but I know that she is plotting some sort of revenge.
I have to thank all of you my friends as well. You have all helped me grow so much this past 4 months. You have all helped me come out of my shell. Made me realize that I am not weird.That I do not have two heads.That my feelings are very normal for me.
Thank you for being such wonderful caring people
Hugs
Lil Sam
Sunday, February 8, 2009
devil or angel
Well I finally have a weekend to myself, sort of. There is so much at home that has been let go with my crazy schedule. It is hard to believe that January is gone, and I am lucky if I get to do any Lurking let alone anything else. Oh well such is the life of a care give.
As you see I have finally added a pic to my profile, and both the devil/angel apply to me from time to time.
I really do need to find more time to get into mischief. I am being called alittle angel way to often of late.
And incase I do not get back on before Valentines Day
Happy Valentine's Day to All
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts.
Sometimes
Loves reality and abstract.
I do enjoy both, life should be a balance of both
Intelligent and clever.
I have my moments, I like to believe I am intelligent, and I can be very clever
Attractive.
Average on outside
Attractive on inside
Sexy.
I like to think I am, I know I was in my hubbies eyes
Temperamental.
Occasionally, but usually level headed
Quiet,
I am some times
shy
I am until I get to know someone
humble.
Honest
I am honest,
loyal.
I am very Loyal to my friends and especially my partner
Determined to reach goals.
Have never been more determined to reach goals as I have been this past 3yrs. Have met alot of goals and have more I want to meet.
Loves freedom.
Yes I do love and need a certain amount of freedom
Rebellious when restricted.
Yes I do rebel when restricted.
A type of taken in hand relationship would be good for me
Loves aggressiveness.
Yes I do like aggressiveness on both my partners part and my own
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
At one time I was very sensitive and easily hurt, and always hid it,
I am no longer overly sensitive, nor am I easily hurt, I guess I grew up alittle, when I am hurt I no longer hid it. I will usually discuss it with whomever is involved.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
I do not get angry easily, and I show it
Dislikes unnecessary things.
This is true to a point
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizes dreams and hopes.
Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.
At times I am sharp, I enjoy entertainment and leisure, and enjoy sharing both with my partner
Romantic on the inside not outside.
I am very romantic both inside and out
Superstitious and ludicrous.
The Irish part of me is Superstitious to a point and I am also ludicrous from time to time
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
I have no problem showing emotions, and I do show emotions
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas.Difficult to fathom.Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
As you see I have finally added a pic to my profile, and both the devil/angel apply to me from time to time.
I really do need to find more time to get into mischief. I am being called alittle angel way to often of late.
And incase I do not get back on before Valentines Day
Happy Valentine's Day to All
I got the following Birthday Meme from Naughty Side of K's Blog, It made be do abit of thinking. Hope you enjoy it, I did. I find it very difficult still to sing ones own praises,
1. Pick your month of birth
2. Copy& paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below) …
3. Next to each trait in your birthday month, do you agree or disagree? Explain why.4. Link back to the person you got the meme from -I got it from Naughty Side of K
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts.
Sometimes
Loves reality and abstract.
I do enjoy both, life should be a balance of both
Intelligent and clever.
I have my moments, I like to believe I am intelligent, and I can be very clever
Changing personality.
I am able to change my personality to fit the circumstance or company I am in
Attractive.
Average on outside
Attractive on inside
Sexy.
I like to think I am, I know I was in my hubbies eyes
Temperamental.
Occasionally, but usually level headed
Quiet,
I am some times
shy
I am until I get to know someone
humble.
yes I am
Honest
I am honest,
loyal.
I am very Loyal to my friends and especially my partner
Determined to reach goals.
Have never been more determined to reach goals as I have been this past 3yrs. Have met alot of goals and have more I want to meet.
Loves freedom.
Yes I do love and need a certain amount of freedom
Rebellious when restricted.
Yes I do rebel when restricted.
A type of taken in hand relationship would be good for me
Loves aggressiveness.
Yes I do like aggressiveness on both my partners part and my own
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
At one time I was very sensitive and easily hurt, and always hid it,
I am no longer overly sensitive, nor am I easily hurt, I guess I grew up alittle, when I am hurt I no longer hid it. I will usually discuss it with whomever is involved.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
I do not get angry easily, and I show it
Dislikes unnecessary things.
This is true to a point
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
I enjoy making new friends, however I am alittle shy at first.
Daring and stubborn.
I am sometimes very daring. I am also very stubborn when I get something into my head. Must be my Irish and German back ground
Ambitious.
I have become very ambitious these past 3 yrs
Realizes dreams and hopes.
Have realised some dreams and hopes of late, and have many more that I hope to realise
Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.
At times I am sharp, I enjoy entertainment and leisure, and enjoy sharing both with my partner
Romantic on the inside not outside.
I am very romantic both inside and out
Superstitious and ludicrous.
The Irish part of me is Superstitious to a point and I am also ludicrous from time to time
Spendthrift.
I am not a spendthrift, I have always had to work very hard for my money,and have always had others that I had to support,I am not easily parted from my earnings
Tries to learn to show emotions.
I have no problem showing emotions, and I do show emotions
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas.Difficult to fathom.Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
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